Face The Fear, Ladies

Okay, I'll begin by telling you that I've been divorced forhandbag, all I could find were black bags and I had
about 5 years, have an amazing family and bymore black handbags than I cared to admit to. I told my
anyone's standards, I have a wonderful life.daughter that what I'm looking for essentially is a really
I worked in the film industry for almost 9 years for myunique handbag. Something that people will stop me on
ex-husband's company. But when we split, I had thethe street to ask, "Where did you get that handbag?",
dire task of figuring out just what else I was supposedbut I can't find it. To which she replied (and she was 10
to do, having worked in that industry for his companyat the time), "If someone doesn't already make it, why
for the duration of our relationship, here I was, havingdon't you make it?" My thought was, "Me? Make a
to think about finding a job. A what? I was totallyhandbag?" Can I do that?"
clueless. Where would I start? I'm the first to admit thatI thought about my daughter's suggestion for about a
I'm probably not going to receive 'employee of themonth. After which time, I decided to go ahead and
month' honors anytime soon, and the thought ofstart my company designing and manufacturing
actually having a boss makes me cringe (I'm definitelyhandbags. I studied fashion design when I was
the "I only have two hands, do it yourself" type ofyounger, and I couldn't think of any reason that a
employee).handbag would be more difficult to make than a dress.
Considering all of these things, I realized that it wasDecision made!
probably best that I start thinking about starting myI started my first company in November, and by
own business. But what kind of business was I goingFebruary, I had 23 stores who were carrying my
to start? What did I know about running a business?product. I designed and drafted the pattern, found the
What did I know how to do? Granted, I could foldfabric, manufactured the products, and I did it all alone. I
laundry, and change a mean diaper, but who waswork at home for the bulk of the time and it's a ton of
going to pay me for doing that? I was terrified. Whatwork, but I'm happy with it.
was I going to do? What if what I did was a flop?Looking back now, I can't figure out exactly what it
Worse yet, what if this endeavor was a success?was that I was so afraid of. I just knew that I was
Anyway, one day I returned from a shopping trip withterrified, but decided to go ahead and do it anyway.
a black handbag amongst my treasures. When I took itTurns out, it was a wonderful decision. I'm my own
out of the shopping bag, my daughter looked at meboss, I'm running the show. I enjoy it so much, that I've
and said, "Another black handbag? What's up with allstarted another company doing something else that I
of the black handbags?" Okay. I'm a self-confessedlove. Yes, most of the time life is hectic, but I absolutely
handbag junkie, but when I was shopping for alove it.